LUYA NGIBHEBHA NALU HLANYA PART 1 - IZINDABA ZOKUBHEBHANA

LUYA NGIBHEBHA NALU HLANYA PART 1 - IZINDABA ZOKUBHEBHANA

FUNDA UQHANYELWE UCHAME UDELE

Mina ngiwumshadikazi nje ophakathi ngoba ngina 45 ubudala ngokusebenza ngiwu nurse ,umyeni wami angihlali naye ubuya kabili ngonyaka,njengo mfazi uma indoda yakho ingekho ngeke ngiqambe alengayo indlala yomthondo cha yona iba khona,kodwa phela ngokufundiseka nokuyalwa noma ihlasela imcabango yokulangazelela ukubhejwa uma ungumfazi osaba ihlazo uyakwazi ukuyiziba,nami ke leyo mcabango ibithi uma ingifikela ngiyizibe futhi impilo iqhubeke kuze kuba umnyeni wami uyabuya kuyima nami ngithola ukubhejwa njengabo bonke abafazi.

kodwa ke konke lokho kwashintsha ngazithola sengibhejwa uhlanya lwa lapha endaweni,indaba yaqala lana ngizihlalele ngingedwa emzini wami izingane zami zombili zingekho zisekhaya elikhulu ziyolekelela ugogo wazo emasimini,mina ngingedwa kwami ngihlanza indlu kuthe sengiyaqeda,ngizwe kukhona onqonqoza ngasekhishini ngithi akangene,lapho ngizigqokele iphinifa lami nje lodwa futhi akukho kwadilozi ngaphansi,kwazise kwakushisa ngizipholele kamnandi,awu umangithi ngiyabheka lomuntu onqonqozayo ngithole ukuthi ilobhuti walapha endaweni ezimlahlekelayo bakithi,uthe uma engibona abuze ukuthi anginakho yini okusalile okudliwayo uyafa indlala,ngempela ngimdabukele ngimphakele vele bekukhona okukhona ngimnikeze ahlale kahle anethezeke esihlalweni adle.

Kuthe uma eseyela ekuqedeni, wasecela ngimuphe itiye uma likhona, ngithi kushisa kanje athi kuyena kuyabanda nje,asho azihlekele kakhulu nje, ai ngithi ngaphakathi angemenzele konke akudingayo kuze azosheshe akhululeka mina ngizozilalela,lilunge itiye ngimulethele sengifake konke nobisi aphuze ngithathe isintsha bedlela kusona,ngiyosibeka, uyaxoxa ngapha ubhuti wabantu ubonga nokulunga kwami nokuba muhle komuzi,kuthe kusenjalo avele azithele ngetiye,limthele ngaphambili kuleskhithi sebhulukwe asigqokile avele ayobayobe kakhulu,kuvele kubenzima nakimi ukuthi ngizothini manje,ngimbuze kwenzenjani manje athi limshise kwabuhlungu lapha, avele avule iskhindi kuphume ongakanani umthondo omnyama uyisidudla futhi omude,ngivele ngizithole sengigwinya amathe ngizibuza ukuthi ngenze njani ke lapha angisazi manje ngithini.

Ngim'cele ukuthi angazithinti ngoba uzogqubeka azilimaze, ngilande isunlight ngiyifake emanzini,ngivele ngisibambe isibhombolozi somthondo sigcwale isandla,kulowomzuzu ngizwe isbumbu sami sibamanzi okwangempela into engayazi,ngiqale ngiwugcobe nge nsipho umthondokazi wohlanya lwabantu,ngithe ngisawubhuxunga kanjalo  ayi uvele uqine ngenye indlela manje lomthondo,uqhanse imthambo ubeyisibhombolozi nje engingasiqondi,ngizwe isbumbu sami sijuza ojuice bokuqhanyelwa bageleze ngamathanga kimi,lapho umnikazi womthondo usethule akasasho lutho,usekhamisile nje kuphela ubhekise ikhanda phezulu.

Ngiqhubeke ngiwubhunxunge umthondo ngensiphi esezandleni kimi okuyiyo eyenza ushelele kamnandi,ngimbuze ubhuti wabantu ukuthi sezinjani izinhlungu? aphendule athi akusebehlungu sekumnandi manje ungayeki,ngenxa yokuqhanyelwa ngivele ngizithole sengithi akazohlala kusofa,ukuze ezoqhiyama kahle, ngempela enze njalo,inhloso yami manje ukuthi ngifuna angibhebhe,ngithole nje into esheshayo kungaze kube khona umuntu ofikayo ngiphazamiseke ekubeni sengimanzi nginjena.

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