Ngiyabingelela lapha ekhaya lezindaba eziqhanyelisayo zikamabhebhana,Igama lami uSobantu abantu abaningi bangibiza ngo Bantu ngineminyaka enguwu 24 ubudala,mina ngisakhula benginenkinga yokuthi bengihlezi ngihlekwa ontanga bami bethi nginomthondo omncance, ngikhumbula kahle kwakuno sisi ka mngani wami owaye mdala kunathi igama lakhe kwakungu Prudence,ey usisi kamngani wami waye gangile enjalo nje wayewuthanda umthondo,kwathi ngelinye ilanga wathi asidoje eskoleni ufuna ukusibhebhisa sobawu 4 nabangani bami,ngempela sadoja nge break saya kubo kwayobhejwana,kwathi nami ngithi ngiyangena wavele wangihleka u Prudence wathi angisuke ngoba ngidlala ngaye ngiyamkitaza,ngasuka sengishawa amahloni baqhubeka babhebhana phambi kwami usuku lonke mina ngishaya indlwabu.
Ngisho nentombi bengingenayo ngoba bonke babengibalekela bethi nginomthondo omncane,kwathi lapho sengifunda u grade 10 ngaqala ngazishelela izingane ezincane kunami ezisaqala ukubhejwa kwathi ukuba ngcono ke ngoba zona bezilizwa,ngathi sengineminyaka uwu 19 ngaxoxela umalume ngenkinga yami,wangihambisa komunye umama oyishangane wanginika enye impande wathi angiyigxobe ngiyiphuze wanginika nenye into esa Vick's wathi angigcobe umthondo ngayo kanye ngosuku ngizobona kuzo phela 3 months sengiyibona imphumela.
Ay ke ngenxa yencindezi ebenginayo mina ngavele ngenza ngehaba eskhundleni sokuthi ngigcobe kanye osukwini mina bengi gcoba kathathu ngosuku futhi ngangingakholwa ukuthi ngempela umthondo wami uzokhula,kwathi emuva kwenyanga yokuqala umthondo wami wavele wayinkinga wavele wabamude wafutheka kwaba isbhombolozi sento,nalezingane ezincane ebengizibhebha zaqala zangibalekelela zikhala ngalolu holokoqo lomthondo wami,ngaqala phansi futhi ngabulawa indlala ye nquza.
Kuthe ngenye ifriday ebsuku ngi bhorekile kungalaleki ngenxa yomsindo wengoma edlalwa kwamakhelwane,kwazise phela ziyabuya kwamakhelwane angithi kudayiswa utshwala futhi ngama weekend kuyagcwala,ayi ngempela nginikele khona ngizithengele ama Savanna awu 4 ngathi ngiqeda ukushaya eyesbili ngiphume ngiyobhema ngaphandle,layi khaya kune toilet elingaphandle ngifike ngicashe emuva kwalo ngibheme uma ngiqeda ngizwe ngiphiswa umchamo,ngiphushe umnyango we touly ngiphoseke phakathi kanti ngizozithela kule sdudla se sangoma esithanda utshwala esuwu Aunty wakhona eqosheme etoilet ezikopa,kwavele kwangathi ngibanjwe ugesi ngama phambi komnyango ngahlahla amehlo.
Kulowomzuzu umuntu wakhona wavele wangi gqolozela wangibuka eqhubeka nokuzikopa phambi kwami emva kwalokho ngezwa ngaye ethi "Haibo wengane uyangena noma uzohlahla amehlo nje lapho" kubuza yena ethetha ngezwi lokudakwa,lapho ke njengoba esho njalo lo Aunty ngiwuzwa kahle umthondo wami usuyaconsa ukuqhanyelwa "Angazi inhlahla noma ibhadi leli...Kodwa noma kungathiwani angeke esadabula lo Aunty ngiyambhebha" ngisho ngenhliziyo ngibe ngiqalaza emuva kwami ukuthi akekho yini ongibukayo ngiqede ngisho phakathi ngivale umnyango emuva kwami ngiqonde kuye.
Ngithe ngisondela kuye ngabona ngaye ediyazela esukuma engifulathela,waqede waphenya leli bhayi lezangoma alibhincile walinyusa lahlala ngenhla kweqolo wadunusa walikhipha lonke leli didikazi lakhe elikhulu,lapho ke lo Aunty uphethe isbumbu esingakanani ayi cha ngiyaqala nqa ukubona indephundephu engaka ye esbumbu,istruuu nasi yazi ngathi ikhubazekile inquza yalo muntu iyigquma nje elikhuluphele bese ishaya ngezinyama ezilengayo ezingalingani "Wangihlahlela amehlo nje wena kanti awuyazi yini inquza...Awusondele lah ngikuzwise nasi isbumbu somuntu omdala" kusho yena ngezwi elinensayo ephusha udonga ngesandla esisodwa ebambe ibhayi ngesinye.
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