Kusemini yasek'seni mina nosisi wami omdala nezingane zethu sizokha imfino la kwababa omdala uNgema,kahle kahle akusiye owasemndenini ukuthi nje sesamthatha njengo baba kodwa yena samfica evele akhile khona la endaweni futhi nezinto eziningi zomndeni sesisizwa uyena.
Ay ubudunudunu ke la Kwa Ngema sigudla isbaya ngaphandle sikha imfino,kusenjalo kufike no Mama wakhona layikhaya beno Smangele indodakazi yakhe bezoskhisa bastshele nokuthi umasiqeda la kukhona enye engemuva kwezindlu laphaya ekhoneni la ayekade elime khona.
Ngempela sidunuse ke sonke sikha yona imfino,kuthe kusenjalo nje ngizwe ngisindeka emzimbeni uke uzwe uma kukhona umuntu okubukayo,ungisinde umzimba ngize ngime ngiqonde ngiqalaze umuva kwami emawindini ezindlu ngempela ngibone kuthi sithe isthunzi ewindini lasendlini enkulu ngibuze kuMama uNgema ukuthi kunabantu yini endlini,athi hhayi njengoba nje yena no Smangele belapha nathi kukhona ubaba uNgema kuphela endlini.
Ngivele ngibone ukuthi kushuthi uyena impela lona ebekade engibuka ewindini, eishh yazi nami bengingayinakile lendaba angithi ngizigqokele iphinifa ne phenti kuphela kwazise kuyashisa,manje njengoba sidunusile nje umoya uyaziphephulela nje lokhu kwephinifa engikufakile,anginakile ukuthi amathanga kimi asezihlalele obala sekuze kuvela be phenti,kuvele kungicacele ukuthi kushuthi umuntu omdala usephelile ukudunuselwa yimi,sengize ngiya mdabukela shame bandla ikhehla lenkosi selize labona amathuthuva afresh nesinqa esiqinile phela selajwayela amaxhiliba ka mfazi wakhe uMam'Ngema.
Ngivele ngilidonse iphinifa lami ngilikhwaxele phakathi kwamathanga ngiphinde ngizidunusele ngiqhubeke nokukha imfino,kuthe nje emuva kweskhashana ngizwe futhi ngisindeka,ngijikise ikhanda kancane ngibuke emuva ngokuntshontsha hawu ngempela liyangibuka ikhehla ewindini,ngizizwe ngifikelwa ukuganga ngivele ngihlehle ngisalele emuva kulaba esikha nabo,angithi angifuni babone ukuthi ngiphezu kwamuphi umqondo,ngithe ngisuka lapho ngavele ngalidedela ngabomu iphinifa laphuma emathangeni kusenjalo nomoya wavele waliphephula lantaza lahlala ngenhla kwesinqa,nami ngivele ngiphenduke ngidunusele ngasewindini,ngize ngipeqe nginyakazise isinqa,ngizenze umuntu okhubekayo ngiziwise ngibambelele ngizandla phansi,bese ngisukumisa okwesalukazi ngilokhu ngisantuza ubala,kulowomzuzu iphinifa lami seligaxele eqolo lapho ididi selihleli lonke ngaphandle,ay ngisukume nalo ngilibambe ngesandla ngesinye ngizithuntutha inhlabathi emadolweni nase mathangeni ngize ngiwapholishe.
Into emnandi ukuthi nalaba esikha nabo imfino sebengaphambili abasangiboni,ngiyabezwa nje bekhulumela phezulu lapho kuqhuma nohleko lwezintombi, ngivele ngisithele ngehlokozi lomdolofiya lona oseceleni kwesbaya kodwa lona osendlini yena ungibona kahle yonke into engiyenzayo, vele ngimlaya ngamabomu ngoba angazi ukuthi yena ungibukani kangaka,lapho ngisho sengimbonile kodwa usaqhubeka nokungibuka angisazi noma usechazwa ileli Didi lami elikhulu elicijile,phela nami ngiyazazi ukuthi ngiliphethe ididi angithi bahlale bengigcona ngokucija kwalo yikho ke ngimdunusela kanje ngimqeda ukonakala.
Kuthe kusenjalo ngizwe sengishiselwa umzimba wonke ngenxa yalento engiyenzayo,angazi noma ukwazi ukuthi kukhona umuntu ongibukayo,sengizwa sengiphiswa nawu mchamo sekuthi angivele ngehlise iphenti ngichame khona la,kodwa ngibuye ngizikhuze "What if kuvele kuqhamuke uMam'Ngema UMamkhulu noma usisi omdala la ngizothi ngichamelani egcekeni ngimdala kangaka...Kungcono ngiyochama ngale emuva kwezindlu" ngisho ngibe ngehlisa iphinifa lami ngisuke ngiqonde khona emuva kwezindlu,endleleni ebheke khona ngithi nhla ewindini ngithole lisangibuka lelikhehla ngize ngikhubeke ngicishe ngiwe kodwa ngiziqinise ngishaye ngathi angiboni lutho.
Ngempela ngisithele ngendlu yamathuluzi,bese ngehlisa iphenti ngilibone selimanzi kancane ligcwebezela amafutha egolo, kuvele kungicacele ukuthi ukugqolozelwa ilelikhehla sekuze kwangenza nga qhanyelwa,lapho ke ngangiygcine nini nje indoda nkosi yami,ay ngichame ngiqede ngithe ngisathi nginyusa iphenti ngizwe ngesandla singigxavuna ngemuva ngizwe ngomuntu ethi "Woza la wena Mathah" ngithuke ngome uma ngiphenduka awu yehhen uBab'Ngema lona ongigxavunayo,ngithe ngisathuke kanjalo asho abengidonsa ngesandla umuntu wakhona aze ayongena nami phakathi endlini yamathuluzi,ngithi ngiyatibila kuvele kufane nokuthi ngiyadlala,angithi mina ngimfishane sdalo nginjalo nje ngino mzimba we teenager yize ngine myaka ewu 26 angimkhulu futhi angimncane ngilingene nje,lapho ke naye ke kuvele kube ngathi uzidonsela ingane nje.
Kulowomzuzu angisazi ngimemeze noma ngenzeni lapho inqondo iyasho ukuthi lobaba uyongigila phela kulendlu angidonsela kuyo,kodwa futhi okumangazayo nami ngiyafuna ukubona isphetho salento eyenzekayo ngigcine sengimlandela kodwa ngilokhu ngithi "Bab'Ngema angifuni...Ungisaphi kanti... Ngizomemeza mina" kusho mina sengimangazwa ukuthi sengikhulumela phansi ngiyahleba ngathi angifuni kubekhona ongizwayo "Awukahle Wena Thandiwe Kunini Uqalile Ungidunusela Ngamabomu La Wena Ngane Ungivezela Leli Didi Lakho Elikhulu...Vele Wena Ubuthi Ngenze Njani?" kusho ubaba uNgema,ngiphendule "Cha Mkhulu Bengingadunuseli wena mina...Benginganakile Ukuthi Iphinifa Liyaphephuka...Ngiqinisile Ngempela Mkhulu" kusho mina "Unamanga Wena Mathah Vele Uyisgangi Wena Ngane No Dadewenu Bayakusho....Ngena la" kusho ubaba uNgema engiphushela phakathi endlini yamathuluzi nami ngivele ngingene ngishesha angathi angisafuni nangengozi kubekhona ozosbona asiphazamise,angene no baba uNgema aqede avale umnyango angidedele,bese uqonda ekhathonini elise msamo alivule ngimbone ekhipha inqwaba yezimpahla zokugqoka ezindala azindlale phansi azenze icansi.
Kuthe esebhizi nezi mpahla lezo enye inqondo yami ithi angivule umnyango ngiphume ngoba enganakile,ngithe ngibamba iscabha inhliziyo yami ivele ithi "Hhhay Boh Thandiwe Wena una 8 Months Wonke Umthondo Ungawazi" ngempela ngivele ngithi NO angiyindawo akuvele kwenzeke okwenzekayo,ngiqede ngizikhalise ngithi "Kodwa Mina Madlokovu Bengingadunuseli Wena Baba Uyangsukela Ngempela" av athi ubaba uNgema "Ey Kodwa Nawe Mathah Vele Yini Lena Ongenza Yona Ngimdala Kangaka...Ekubeni Nonyoko Usahlala Ngokugula...Sale Ususondela Phela Ntombi Sizo Kwenza Kancane Nje Madlokovu Woza Sisi Sondela" usho lapho ungidonsela kulezimpahla asezendlale phansi ngaleso skhathi ungiqaqa iphinifa ungiphulula emhlane ngezandla ezihwayayo ngathi zino cement,avele angibambe ngathi uyangihaga abe engehlisa iphenti ngizwe isfuba sakhe esfudumele esiqinile nephunga lika gwayi,lapho ngivele ngibemanzi inquza "Kodwa Dlokovu Ayilungile Lento Sizo Banjwa Bese Sithini Nje" kusho mina.
Aphendule athi "Ayi Ungakhathazeki Ntombi Akekho Ozosbona Ngeke Sibange Umsindo" kusho yena kulowomzuzu mina sengivele ngalikhahlela layo phuma ngemlenze iphenti ngiqede ngehle ngiqethuke phansi ngibheke phezulu,yena angimazi wayelehlisa nini ibhulukwe ngilibone selisemadolweni,uthe esuka lapho umuntu wakhona wangazihlupha ngokuthi akadlalise kancane nje ubhontshisi, wavele wawu phushela phakathi wonke umthondo,wawubhuxeka wagcwala isbumbu ngawuzwa ugijima ekujuleni kwe golo,kwavele kwathi angimemeze kakhulu kudume indlu kwasize phela nami kade ngiqhanyelwe.
Ngithi ngiyazibamba ayi kwale ngimemeze "Aweeeeh Babah Kumnandi...Mmmmh...Hhhaaayyii Dlokovu Ngeke Umnandi Kakhulu Umthondo Wakho...Aweeeh mAh Mina Angiwujwayele Umthondo Ongaka...Mmmh Qhubeka Ungibhebhe Dlokovu Ngiyakucela Please Babah Kumnandi" yimi lowo ngidazuluka ngizwa ukushisa ko mthondo ogcwele igolo,"Shhhhh Mathah Ntombi...Ungabangi Umsindo Phela Madlokovu...Ewu Kodwa Nawe Dlokovu Kanti Yini Igolo Lakho Lashisa Kangaka" kusho yena engihlebela endlebeni,uthe eqeda ukusho njalo savele sawuhlohla wonke umthondo islima sekhehla ngavele ngangabe ngisazi ukuthi ngikhale noma ngimemeze,lapho umthondo wakhona indlela omkhulu ngayo uma ungena ngathi udabula inquza,kusenjalo ngithuke sengizwa umzimba wami usuqhaqhazela wonke.
gisanake lokho zivele zizehlele iziyembezi Kimi ngivele ngikhale Mih ngimemeze "Aweeee Maaahhh...Aweeee... Aweeeeh Kumnandi.... Hhhaaayyii Dlokovu Ngeke Ngicela Ungachameli Phakathi Baba Ngiyakucela...Awuuh Kumnandi Kakhulu Ngeke Ngizomitha Phela La...Hhhayi.... Baba Khipha...Khipha Please...Oooh No..No...No...Awuuu Nkosi Yami Usuvele Wangichamela Phakathi Ngempela Kodwa Baba Eishhhh" kusho mina ngizwa umthondo ukhahlela egolo ungithela nge sdoda esishisayo.
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