<title>Noma's Dirty Sex Confession

Mzansi Sex Confessions

Igama lami nguwu Nomagugu ngina 18 imnyaka,ay cha ngiyavuma istage singibambile kwazise phela sengiwazi kahle umthondo nobumnandi bawo,futhi senginakho ukuzizwa ngiwuhalela eskhaleni,na layikhaya sebethethe baze bagoba futhi nokugoloza senginakho,nami angazi kusukaphi ngempela lokungaziphathi kahle kwami, uMalume yena uze angithuke angibize ngesfebe escane esihlushwa impene.

Lapho nami ngivele ngimphendule ngokudelela ngamabomu,ngithi "Anginendaba Vele Ngiyi Sfebe Futhi Ngiyabhejwa" lapho ngisho ngibe ngitshikizisa isinqa sami ngihamba, kodwa yize kunjalo uma sengihlonipha ngiyahlonipha,inkinga nje ukuthi uMalume uhlale enginaka okwenza ngigcine sengimphendula ngokudelela.

Ay ke kuthe ngelinye ilanga ngibuye late ekhaya, uMalume aqale lento yakhe angithethise angibize ngesfebe,ngigcine sengicasuka ngimphendule kabi,avele adinwe kakhulu athi "Wena Sfebe Ngoba Nakhu Usuwazi Umthondo Usuzibona Umdala... Namhlanje Uzobona Ngizoyikhipha Yonke Lempene Ekuhluphayo" kusho uMalume ngokudinwa,ngivele ngithule ngingabe ngisaphendula ngibona indlela asecasuke ngayo.

Emuva kwalokho athi "Wena Sfebe Sengane Woza La" asho abe engibamba ngesandla angidonsele ekamereni,angiphose phezu kombhede aqede avale umnyango asondele kimi "Umthetho Wakho Wena Wenziwa Yini Udelele Kanje" kusho uMalume esemi phambi kwami,ngizwe ngishawa uvalo ngithuke ngibone ukuthi namhlanje lomuntu uzongishaya.

Ngiqale manje ngixolise ngizame ukuphakama ngifuna ukuyovula emnyango,avele angibambe angiphose embhedeni ngilale ngesisu nesketi sami sipheqeke sinyuke sihlale eqolo,athi "Uzama Ukwenzani...Awuyi Ndawo Udelela Kabi Wena...Ngikutshelile Ukuthi Namhlanje Ngizokukhipha Yonke Lempene Egcwele Ekhanda" usho lapho uMalume usengibambe wangiqinisa,futhi useze wagibela phezu kwami ungicindezele embhedeni.

Ngithi ngiyazazi ngizama ngiyapaquza ngihluleke phela unamandla lomuntu, kusenjalo ngizwe esengigqula ididi ngogodo lomthondo oqhanyelwe,ngithi ngiyaziba kodwa kwale phela lento eyenziwa umalume iyangiqhanyelisa,kusenjalo ngizwe inquza yami isikhafula ojuice begolo ngivele ngibe manzi teeh.

Buvuke bonke ubufebe kimi ngithuke sengimdudula ngedidi,lapho sengilokhu ngitshikiza ngixolisa into engekho,inquza imanzi toxo manje iyataxuka ijuza amafutha egolo,futhi nalokhu kududulana kwethu sekuthanda ukushuba,ngithe ngisathi ngiyapaquza kanti ngizovele ngiphakame sakudunusa embhedeni livele lisale ngemuva lonke ididi lami,ngizwe ngomthondo oqinile ungigqula ephentini maqondana nembobo ye golo,aqale manje uMalume anyakaze sakufenda.

Kuthe kusenjalo avele angibambe rough angiphendule ngibheke phezulu nami ngizithole sengisantuze amathanga,emuva kwalokho uMalume agibele uphezu kwami,angene shiqe phakathi kwamathanga ami,angicindezele izandla zombili angibuze ukuthi yini le engiyixoliselayo ngoba ngiyisideleli sengane,ngithe ngisathi ngiyaphendula ngizwe ngawo lowomthondo oqinile uthi "Ngci" ewucindezela phezu kwe sbumbu sami esise phentini,lapho ke inquza yami ivele ifuquze ngenye indlela ngizwe ngathi khona into ekitazekayo ekujuleni kwe golo,ngize ngiphakamise isinqa embhedeni ngisondele kuye ngenquza kuvele kucace ukuthi siyafendana manje no Malume.

Kuthe kusenjalo avele afake isandla esisodwa phakathi kwamathanga ami, ngithi ngisathuswe ilokho avele abambe lokhu okuyiphenti lami okutaxuka amafutha egolo akudonse kunwebeke,akubuyisele eceleni isbumbu sami sihlale obala simjamele,ngithi ngisanake lokho ngizwe ngomthondo usushisa emseleni wenquza,kuvele kube mnandi zisuka ngizwe umzimba wami wonke uqhaqhazela eskhaleni,kube ngathi ngiphelelwe amandla.

"Eheeeeh Angithi Wena Sfebe Uthanda Umthondo Unjalo Nje Futhi Unenkani....Kunjani Ke Maku Nje Heeeh...Yikho Lokhu Angithi Obukufuna Heeeh" kusho uMalume ngalowomzuzu akakawufaki umthondo embobeni ye nquza, ilokhu engipetula izindebe zegolo ngekhinqi elishisayo,abuye angihlikihle ngalo emseleni wenquza,ngaleso skhathi mina angisakwazi nokunyakaza umzimba wami uyavevezela, ngihluleka ngisho ukuphendula.

Sengihlahle amehlo ngigqolozele uMalume emehlweni,njengoba engihlikihla ngenkunzi malanga ye khinqi lomthondo emseleni wenquza,abuye angiqonqothe ngawo phezu komsunu,lapho njengoba enza konke lokhu ngapha uyaqhubeka ungibuza imbuzo engapheli " Ngitheni Kuwe...Angikutshelanga Sfebe Ukuthi Namhlanje Ngizoyikhipha Yonke Lempene Ekwenza Udelele...Heeeh...Futhi Khona Kwakunganeni Le enendephundephu Ye sbumbu Esingaka...Buka Nje Inquza Yakhona Iwugqinsi Kanjani...Ize Ilenga Amalebe Injalo" kusho uMalume,engipetula amalebe ngeshloko somthondo wakhe oqhanyelwe unjalo nje ushisa bhee ngathi kade ewucwilise emanzini ashisayo.

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